KILLING ME
Oh, the mornings are painful
When I wake up all alone
I still smell you on my pillow
And it hurts so bad I groan...
I take the hottest shower I can stand
To try and wash you away
I search in vain for ammunition
To make it through another day
Everything is torture, everything is rain
Everywhere I go, I’m haunted by your name
You’re killing me... you’re killing me
You’re killing me... you’re killing me
I force myself to function
I tell my legs to walk
It takes all the strength I have
To breathe... to talk
I’m living in slow motion
Where every second’s grueling
I tell everyone I’m fine
But I don’t know who I’m fooling
Everything is torture, everything is pain
Everywhere I go, I’m haunted by your name
You’re killing me... you’re killing me
You’re killing me... you’re killing me
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ON THE MOON
I’m driving too slow or you’re going too fast
I’m afraid I can’t catch up with you,
I’m on my hands and knees and I’m begging for food
Picking up the crumbs that are left of you,
As you set out to see and you’re sailing away
Into the silence of things you won’t say...
You’re my world but I’m on the moon
Trying to find a way to get back to you
You’re the butterfly I’m the prisoner
You’re the screamer, I just whisper,
I’m on fire but all you see is ash
Don’t you remember our passionate past,
You still take my breath away but now I can’t breathe
‘Cause you don’t, you won’t share it with me...
REPEAT CHORUS 2X
I’m beside myself you’re inside you
Our rainbow is turning to black and blue,
Even your cheap cigars and your red wine
Can’t hide the darkness behind the sunshine,
And you’re poisoning me with your sweet cologne
You are everywhere and I’m all alone...
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Barbie Doll
I will run your race, if you dish it I can take it
But I won’t lick the bottom of your shoe
I will hold on tight, and believe me I will fight
But there’s certain things I just won’t do
You may have a formula a diet for my mind
But why should I be listening to you?
Who gave you the right to be the ruler of my life?
You’re not my God, you’re not my teacher
What gives you the right to be my keeper?
I am a believer in myself you’re a deceiver and I’ve felt
your power poisoning my mind
I see your soul-sucking shame on you for cornering
the innocent and feeding them your lines
We may be little fish but we know how to swim
So you should not be trying to make us fly
BRIDGE:
Don’t waste your breath feeding me words I won’t ingest
Don’t point your finger in my face
I won’t be your barbie doll, your teddy bear your little ball
of clay that you can bend and mold and break
You may try to smother me but I’ve learned from my mother
there are certain things you just can’t take away
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LOSING CONTROL
When did I get so weak
How did I end up in submission
When did I end up on my knees
How’d you get me down in this position?
I had my regimen and my routine
I had my head where it should be
You rattled my cage, you slapped me in a daze
How dare you do this to me
I’m licking your fingers, I’m licking your toes
I’m kicking myself for letting go
I’m licking your fingers, I’m licking your toes
I’m kicking myself for losing... control.
You ride me ruthless like a cowboy
You dig your spurs into my flesh
You strap me in, and then you begin
To lure me into shamelessness
Damn you for getting me so dirty
And making me like it when you do
How come I somehow enjoy the wicked things
that you make me do to you
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SKIN
Come in, out from the cold
Take off your coat, brush off the snow
Leave all your bags outside the door
You won’t need them with me anymore
Skin, I want to get down to your skin
Don’t stop me from coming in
Take off your skin
Slip out from your shell, abandon your name
Peel off your layers, don’t be afraid
Come and lie down, breathe in my breath
I want to drown, drown in your flesh
Skin, there’s nothing between us but
Skin, don’t stop me from coming in
Take off your skin
I want to get deeper, I need even more
I want to dance with your soul, deep in your core
I try to swim through your eyes and crawl through your kiss
But I can’t seem to reach you your body resists
Skin, there’s nothing between us but
Skin, stopping me from coming in
Take off your skin
I wish I could meet you some place other than here
Where the world would fade and we’d both disappear
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TWO FACES
You’re a smooth one and you got that smile
You keep everybody around intrigued for awhile
You feed us all a little cream and sugar and you pet me like a cat
You pump me up before launching your attack
You’re everybody’s favorite, everybody’s best friend
You come out looking like an angel, who’d you burn on the other end?
You got two faces, you go two ways
You got two tongues every other day
You got two stories and there’s been too much
That I don’t believe you anymore and I don’t trust you
One too many lies...
You breathe me in, you drink me down
When I’m not looking I know you’re gonna spit me out
‘Cause you always smile so pretty when you see the cameras flash
But behind the scenes I better watch my back
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IF I ONLY KNEW
If I only knew what you were thinkin’
But somehow you got me sittin’ here drinkin’
Last night’s wine
It’s complicated and I know you’re right,
And baby believe me I don’t want to fight
We just need a little time
If I only knew what to do,
If I only knew how I could keep you
If I only knew what I wanted
And if I only knew what you wanted too
Tell me what you want, tell me what to do
Tell me what do I have to do to keep you
I used to think I knew you inside out,
Now I’m never sure what you’re talkin’ about
I don’t know what you’re meaning
I’m sittin’ in the dark awake in bed,
I can hear you breath as you sleep instead
I wonder what you’re dreaming?
If I only knew what to do,
If I only knew how I could keep you
If I only knew what I wanted
And if I only knew what you wanted too
Tell me what you want, tell me what to do
Tell me what I have to do to keep you
Tell me what you want, tell me what to do
Tell me what I have to do to keep you Oooh, oooh...
If I only knew what to do,
If I only knew how I could keep you
If I only knew what I wanted
And if I only knew what you wanted too
Tell me what you want, tell me what to do
Tell me what I have to do to keep you
Tell me what you want, tell me what to do
Tell me what you need...
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